the now

Today I questioned why it is that I do what I do, learned how to conjugation construction in Japanese, and studied more Zen Buddhism. Really good stuff. I now know why most other western ways of thought have been so hard for me to relate too. My thesis project is giving me some ire. Since my ideas have to shift from my plan b to plan a, and my plan a to plan b. I have had to re-access what it is that I am looking forward to in the piece. I have my ideas on how I wish it to flow. As long as I enjoy doing what I do, and I am passionate about it, I will keep on making my small time indie films.

Senior thesis

So Frank and I completed our thesis treatment last night. Woot woot! I got a new book about Film Noir that I get to start reading on top of the 6 other novels that I have to read. yay!

Tours

So this has been a very productive and interesting visit to Cali. I went and toured U.S.C. and A.F.I. They are both amazing schools that make me think and work harder on what I am doing. It's nice to see what is being done on the graduate level for what I want to do and to figure out what it is that I need to do to get to that point in my own work. Plus I now have the option of going back to Denver if things don't pan out with college and falling in with all of my old friends and pulling ourselves up by our bootstraps and all of us venturing into making an independent company developed by us for all in the realm of total artistic film, animation, and music. Great times. It is great to find myself back in the places that I know and have been away from for so long and reattach myself to myself. Hello me meet the real me. lol. Already got ideas to work on while working on my senior thesis. I don't think that I am going to get any real rest this semester. But now that I have a gauge for my portfolio, I can work towards it all and be a stronger and more firm of a Director. Till next time. Keep dreaming and keep working towards realizing those dreams.